Boulevard of Broken Dreams

First things First

Everyday we learn new things and i for one always try to make my world bigger. As sad as that sounds I'm not some geeky young 'bof' from an uptown school. I'm a fifteen year old punk who is simply being who he is, who he can be... Who I am.
I love music, rock music especially... It's one of the things that keeps me sane when it becomes to much. Most of the time I'm fairly happy - go - lucky on the outside. I love to have fun and go blading with my mates - I love them so much, they're probably the most important thing to me. More often then not I end up crashing at their place when I argue with 'mon pere' which is a common occurence. My father, being my father, I suppose I have to love him but I fear him too. He hates music, is homophobic, most of the time pissed out of his skull, and he'd kill me if he ever found out what I am. I'm not making it that clear. But oh well, live with it you'll catch on if you haven't.

.... Sometimes I think to myself... It's not fair, why the hell can't I be normal. But I'm not like the majority, I'm not 'normal' and I'm never going to be, I'll make enemies no matter where I go. As much as I hate to say it it's impossible for me, or anyone else, to be accepted by everyone. There will always be haters, always people who want to hurt me, you. That's the way of life... mudabane.... C'est la Vie...

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