Journal

2 am

it's two am. great. i have to be in school in a coupld hours. isn't that great? i thought so. i'm feeling kinda sick. i have massive amounts of work to do. i'm worried about $$$ i went to a party this past weekend. i had to, kellie implyed that it was important and that i would probably miss it cause i didn't want to face alex. yeah so of course i had to go. it was predictable. everyone was gone. alex drunk and lound. ugh. gross. i can't wait to bee off in college. yay for me. i don't know whats going on with me, severe pms or something, i am wide awake. weird. i don't know. i just got glasses and apperently a couple guys i know have been saying how "hot" i am in them. lol whatever. at leasst i feel a bit attractive. lol i'm going to attempt to sleep