Angela's Musings

Remember to Breathe

Well, it's official. I have one week left of college. I am beginning to panic. I feel like I have so much to do and simply not enough time to do it in. I'm sure it will all work out but in the meantime I have been unable to quell the fear.

I always thought it would be easy for someone with a bachelor's degree to find a job that would allow them to use their education. Turns out I was wrong, although I am not devoting as much time as I probably should be to this venture. I think I just need to wait until I am officially finished to do that.

Staying put has it's advantages, I guess. I know what to expect with my job, usually, and with home stuff too. Also, less stress in the prospect. I have dreams of leaving this small town area in which I live now and going to a larger community. This isn't necessarily feasible for several reasons but that doesn't stop me from wishing.

I keep forgetting to breathe. Amazing how something that is so natural is so easy to forget when life is so chaotic. Soon, things will look a little different and I will be feeling better.

That's going to happen, right?