The Life Of Me.

3rd July 2005

Well....today...

I'm rather ill lol. Stoopid cold/hayfever mix, so I just generally feel like shit. Drowsy, head-achey, snotty, crappy...Won't go to school tomorrow I don't think. Want to sleep all day. Since I'm not tired now...Stoopid nap....came back from being out with Martin and konked out for 4 hours lol.

Was incredible today...don't know why he wanted to...but he had me in the throes of passion about 7 times today, just with his hands. I even cried :-S I hope that's normal lol. He got a bit *argh* last night when I was out. Really worried about me. He doesn't have to with me If he was worried about me cheating, he's got to know that he is the only man I've ever loved...like properly been in love with. And if he's worried about me getting hurt then he has to know that I can take care of myself. Yes...I know I act all kinda fragile around him sometimes, but it's just because I feel safe around him, I can let my guards down. But I'm streetwise and careful, I don't get out-of-control drunk, I'm always alert. I do love him for caring though

It means I matter

I loooooooove him so much.....and he satisfies me...how mint is that lol.