I'm always confused or worrying about something, and here I let it all out. |
Ouch. Blood test was awful. I look like a smack head, with bruises on both my arms lol. I don't know why they affect me so badly, but they really hurt, and I get faint at the feeling of my blood being pulled from my veins. Then all of a sudden, I stopped giving blood...she had to stop...go get a different needle, one for babies lol, and then get a different nurse because my veins were being bastards. I cried, I almost passed out, I almost puked everywhere...meh. Was horrible. Then my period pains kicked in and I just felt like I was gonna die :-S. Came all the way to school this afternoon for my double Drama lesson...and it's not even frickin on. I could have stayed home and rested, before going to Martin's. Since he's "ironing" at the moment so I can't meet him any time soon. Grrr. I could go shopping without him. But I don't wanna be sat waiting for him anywhere either. Might just go spend a bomb in Primark for holiday. Hmmm....I love him. But I can't help being mad at him...and I shouldn't be...at all. Just because my lesson wasn't on, I feel like shit, and it really hurts to type aswell. Grrr. I don't feel well. I feel better Bronchitus wise, still coughing and spluttering, but don't feel as exhausted. Meh. |