this is a honest look at my thoughts, keep your mind open |
well i felt like i should update this journal. I graduated from high school on the 26th of may, i didn't cry....... good job.......... i have worked alot this summer....... I started dating a new guy, his name is Will, he is very different from alex, attentive, sensitive and honest. I am not sure where this relationship is going, I am leaving for college in less than a month and he is staying here. I just don't want another broken heart. As I said I have been working alot but not lately, I had a problem at work with the way my boss was doing some things and I got fired/quit. Two days later after some dealing i was rehired. Tonight is my first day back and i hope it goes well. I got my roomate's information the other day and I am just so excited for college. She is from scottsdale, I really hope she isn't a snotty rich girl. Ahhhhhhh......... My family is doing alright, my mom is constantly on the go. My little sister is attending camp and her friend is staying with us for a while. My brother is working as a busser at a country club and my dad is doing something with the house. guinea pigs have maggots.... so discusting..... we are taking care of a little puppy. Dee and jesse moved from new orleans to cali. Alex sent me a bunch of messages saying how sorry he was (AGAIN) an that he couldn't stop thinking about and loving me. righto. he was at a strip club at the time. i really just want him to become a memory,a bittersweet memory of my first love. Other than that everything has been rather slow and i need to get ready for work so until later.......... |