The Life Of Me.

23rd August 2005

I feel bleh. I've got my theory test today. And I dunno...Martin...I hate the days when we don't really speak that much, and today's one of them. Said he'd text me this morning, he didn't. Comes online for like two minutes and then goes to get showered. "I'll talk to you before I go to work", assuming I'm online, biatch. I might be busy, you know? He won't phone, he never does. He won't text. I hate feeling lonely and unwanted, and that's how I feel now. I'm stuck here, studying for a test that's really important, on my own, only important enough to talk to for two minutes, and meh. I just feel like shit. And he's changed his name on MSN, away from something about me, to some shit with lots of swearing in it. Joyful. It's not even funny. Might change my name to something not about him, see how he likes it.

Meh. I hope I pass. I'm not happy.