The Life Of Me.

7th September 2005

Ha, I've been invited to go to a mini-party at Gemma's Andi's house lol. Without Gemma! That would drive me crazy if it was the other way around...I know she's not me, but I'm sure she'd feel a bit strange about her arch-nemesis staying at her boyfriend's house when she's not there...ha. Good of Andi to invite me though, and I get to spend more time with Martin Mum says I can go aswell...long as I get to school tomorrow...Which I will. It'll be hard, but I'll do it. And I'm watching him play football tonight aswell...gonna be very tired. Only thing I worry about is that I'm on. Just a bit icky if I'm sleeping with Martin...but we'd have to do it sometime anyway...just have to wear big, dark trousers and a sexy top lol. Want to look nice for everyone there, to prove I'm a good girlfriend for Martin, and feel comfortable with myself. So yes...hopefully it all goes well if it goes ahead. Can't believe Gemma's not going...ha....Don't think it'll end up happening, but ha.

Oh well...tee hee