I'm always confused or worrying about something, and here I let it all out. |
I'm relatively okay today...which is nice Was Martin's mum's anniversary yesterday...so he was pretty bummed, not that he showed it much...just sometimes I could just tell. So...I surprised him and went to see him at work for an hour. And I saw him today :D Wish I could see him after work today though, I really miss him already...Been going out five months today And GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I'm annoyed. He's been invited to Andi's band's gig...but it's invitation only...and guess who's not been invited by fucking Gemma, Kirsty and Kayleigh Snowdon have lol...uh, ME I thought at first, well yeah, 15 people's not very many and there's a lot of people they might want to invite...but now there's like 30 people invited...and I'm still not lol. I dunno...just hate getting left behind, seems to happen a lot. And the way Martin completely avoids talking about the gig...just annoys me...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I really hope I can work hard this year. And I hope I can find another job and still keep up with my work. It's times like RIGHT NOW, I should be keeping on top of my homework...so I might do it now, and get it out the way. Bye |