The Snowflake Chronicles

Personal Battle

For years I've been fighting low self-esteem. I don't feel that I can do anything right. This has went on for years. It has caused me to want to quit a project in the middle, to procrastinate, to want to give up completely. It has effected my writing and my ability to achieve the goals I set. When I set goal I feel that no matter what I do I don't deserve to succeed. I am tired of this feeling, I am tired of listening to the negative voice in my mind telling me I am not good enough. I am tired of giving up when a project or a solution doesn't get immediate results. I am tired of being afraid of success.

OK, now that I have written it down I feel better. In fact the negative voice has left for the moment. Maybe that is what I need to do is write it down.