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Need to dust this off.

Think thi is the longest I've went in a long time between blog posts!

This weekend was a mix of the happiest I've ever been and also possibly one of the saddest.

Friday night I struggled to get to sleep, but found myself incapable. So, I ended up meeting with someone. We sat around and drank 'till about 2:30 and then things got a little........crazy.

We enjoyed Saturday together. Went out with a couple of friends.

But...things are complicated. Always are. An 'ex' she is still having to live with has left things just as they were last week: friends.

It was great though. Like a matchhead burning bright, if only for a moment. I never thought she liked me beyond a friend. In that evening she helped to heal so many of the wrongs that have taken place in the past year with my other relationships.

I don't feel like a monster anymore.

I just wish I could fall into her arms for only a moment once more.