The Life Of Me.

21st October 2005

Am annoyed, upset, tired, pissed off...and grrrrrrrrr. Just because of hormones. I can't get to sleep anymore...I was waiting for a goodnight text that didn't come...I probably won't get to say goodbye to him before I embark on the maybe the hardest week of my life so far...sucks bum. It's Dad's bday today aswell. And I'm getting my hair cut...and I'm confused. I'm bored and I have to go to pissing "Luz Maria's" lesson and talk about shit for half an hour. It's stupid. Cannot be arsed. Would rather be doing some work that will actually help. Stupid fucking school. And they've blocked email! Why the fuck do they have the right to block my email and read them. It's shocking. Grr. They could be reading this right now. Let them, stupid fuckers. Alway stopping me from doing my work on my email account, like sending myself stuff, I can't 'cause one stupid little shit had porn on his email. Not my fault. Yet I'm punished...Hmm...sounds sooooooo fair doesn't it. Pissing shit school. Can you tell I'm due on?!?!?! Don't wanna be crossing me today.