I'm always confused or worrying about something, and here I let it all out. |
I know that every year I always say, "oh yes, I'm going to try to be nicer, try to lose some weight, try to do more exercise, keep up with my school work." AND I NEVER DO IT. Maybe the trick is setting myself achievable goals...I don't know. I want to be a better person. I want to be more organised, more understanding...but I know that wanting something doesn't mean you'll get it. I'm going to play badminton with Katie on Monday, maybe we could make it a weekly thing, go play badminton together. Would be cool Sisterly time together and some good exercise. Especially with Katie, since she plays for the County Squad. I've also decided that, since being able to drive mum's car around (yes, this link is tenuous), that I'm going to try to help around the house more. Driving alone takes a lot out of you, it definitely tires me, and maybe mum and Alan need a bit more lee-way in that respect. Just little things. Hoovering, loading the dishwasher, making sure wrappers are put away, that my washings put away...If I start with little things, I can only improve right? I miss Mr Martin. So, so much. If anything, my new years resolution is to strengthen our relationship. Be there for him. Hmm.......I love him. Gotta go...Katie's dressing me lol ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |