The Life Of Me.

What a headache!

I've had this really weird head ache this evening...Makes my head feel very heavy and dizzy, and it *really* hurts behind my eyes. I think its all just my sinuses. I had a sore ear yesterday, so it's probably just similar things...

*sigh* can't wait for a time I'm not ill. Always seem to be.

Had a nice day today. Went shopping a bit with Mum and Katie, then we went to the cinema and saw Just Like Heaven. Was a nice film I always come out of rom-com's texting Martin how much I love him. Those sort of films always make me realise how lucky I am to almost have a fairy-tale. I know that in reality, nobody really does, but I almost do.

Yesterday he said I was an angel who had come to save him, and now I have. Just the sweetest thing anyone's ever said to me. I've never meant that much to anyone...(or at least never really been told how special I am). It was so nice to hear him say that (or read it, since it was a text lol). I love it when he expresses how much he needs me. I crave it. I need to know I'm important and that I matter. I always have. If I don't have a purpose or a meaning in life, then what's the point? Those purposes and meanings change...but if I didn't have one at all...life would be meaningless. I think we all have a purpose, and our lives all have meaning and that we are each given a job to do in this world. We should affect people in a positive way, we should all be working towards a better place, or at least better people. There are so many scared, lonely people out there...we should help them. If thugs weren't scared, or weren't lonely or insecure, they wouldn't be thugs.

We can change the world.

Person by person we can change bad opinions and bad lifestyles, we can change the way people view the world. So why shouldn't we? Why are some people so adamant that it's not their problem? We have a duty to each other to try our best to make changes. Even in our own lives. If we all made small changes in our everyday lives...help out more, be a little more sensitive, be more generous...we can change the world. I really believe that. Piece by piece, our world will change, we just need a little hope. I'm not one of those people who just accept that human nature is evil, and that all we're capable of is conflict and pain and hurting each other. I believe that every person is capable of great good. We just need to bring it out

If you're reading this, go and spread some joy, make someone smile, change your part of the world.