The Life Of Me.

Lost All Interest...

Is it bad that I've lost all interest in writing at the moment? Even the thought of writing a blog has made me feel exhausted lately. I have a lot of things going on. I'm under a lot of pressure and stress to get my work done and to achieve my goals. My goals are very high, and it's going to take blood, sweat and tears to reach them.

I just can't seem to find any inspiration for writing whatsoever. It's been like this for about a year. No doubt I'll come back to it in later life...but I miss it. I miss writing terribly. There's just no time anymore

When it tells me that I haven't updated my blog for over 24 days...it makes me feel like the past 24 days have passed me by and I'll never remember them...

I do though...if I think about it. I had a lovely Valentine's Day. Martin took me to this amazing restaurant by the Quayside that we're going to go back to. Things between us have just got better and better. Instead of feeling so consumed by him...I just feel like a pair. Like he's my other half. It doesn't hurt to be away from him like it used to, I just look forward to seeing him instead. The time we spend together is so special, but I've learnt that it's okay to do other things. Usually those other things are doing homework and stuff, but still...

*sigh* I best get on with some work. I feel behind and it's the half term holidays lol.