The Life Of Me.

Life is harsh

We made the decision in Drama today that Sam shouldn't do our exam with us (aslong as David Simmons can help us). He's never in, he supposedly got arrested last week, and he never lets us know where he is, whether he's going to be in...and our exam is in seven weeks. Guess we just have to be selfish, I NEED these grades badly. So...

I feel bad like. Really bad. But, the worry he's put us through, he's never bloody here anyway, and we need him. I thought after Kayleigh left, that was bad enough, but when we found out he'd been arrested...*sigh*, that was worse.

I've also decided that I'm going to put in 6 hours of study a day (on top of my class-time), which works out at like 3/4 hours at home. Meh. Yet, it has to be done. Unless I work through my lunchtime too, then it would only be 2/3 hours. Which isn't as bad. Not like I do anything exciting at lunchtime anyway. So, I'm making sure I work in my frees. Not that I'm working now, but meh. I'm bored and lonely, and I don't like the backspace key on this keyboard.

Eek. It's almost been a year since Martin and I got together. How scary. We're buying eachother presents that are up to £5...so if anyone has any ideas :-S Guys are so much harder to buy for. DEFINITELY. Eek. I could just cheat and spend over. Lol.

Oh well, better do some more work. xxx