The ups and downs of being single in your 30's...early 30's that is. |
On occassion Mark and I will lay out early in the day in our back yard. The way our house & garage are arranged it is easy to block off the open fenced area's so unless you are looking really hard you wouldn't notice we are laying there. He lays out in shorts and pulls them up and lowers them to get as much skin exposed without showing his little friend. I layout in shorts as well pulling them up and lowering them and I wear a bikini top which I pull the straps down while on my back and unhook the back while on my belly...no marks! This Saturday we decided it was a nice day to lay out. We only do it for typically 1 hour flipping every 15 minutes...must be even! For whatever reason we decided we would do an extra 30 minutes this time. Not quite sure what came over me, but I got the urge to go topless. I thought about it for a minute or two and said, "what the hell." So for the last 15 minutes on my back I tossed my top to the side. It was a weird feeling at first, but once the initial shock of being exposed was over it was a very natural feeling. This also reinforced the fact Mark is gay. Here lays a girl wearing only shorts and he chooses to snicker when it first happened, then lay there with his eyes shut like it is an everyday occurrence. I'm not saying my body is a 10 by any means, but HELLO, there was an overflowing D cup laying there fully exposed and he has no desire to look...that is just not normal!!! I've also decided if I can ever stay motivated enough to keep working out and get my belly/legs/butt in better shape I would like to go to a topless beach...not in Michigan, but somewhere tropical. Some day! |