A smudge of Ashes

When I am lucky, I am LUCKY.....

Despite the fact that I have been rather ill for some time, I think I am going through perhaps one of the longest lucky streaks I have in a while....

To the person who donated me this gift, thank you. Sincerely, with all my heart, thank you. For enjoying my writing enough to provide me the opurtunity to continue it more expansively, and for while being unaware of it, provideing me a much needed outlet in which to vent.

I have been in a bit of a pit for a while. Going through a divorce from an abusive husband kind of tends to destroy your life for a while... But things are looking up so much now! I start a new job on Tuesday, doing something I am sure I will really enjoy, as it will let me work with my hands and excercise my creativity.

It's nice to be in a more hopeful place. Sometimes, in life all you can control is just how little you can live on, and I think I may have finally gotten to a place where it might not be so required to do so.

This is not coming out at all like I would like for it to.... I am just barely awake and so excited at finding this gift that I felt that I had to post something.... Nevermind that My thoughts are in a jumble and disorganized.... I just reallly wanted to write.

Once more, there are not words enough to tell you, Thank you.