what matters and why

given

He would take me back now, he would do anything. All he can think about now is what he lost. He says I only remember the bad times. That the good I just blocked out.

"I knew you for more than ten years," he said. "But I never really knew who you were."

If he says that, the problem becomes mine. I am responsible for the way our marriage ended.

"You push people away," he told me, as if I didn't know that.

What did he expect, given the situation? What more could I have given?

You give all you have, even if it's not a lot, and in a short amount of time, all that you gave is taken from you. Just like that. And that person takes all that you have given and never looks back.

He says that whatever I want, he would do it. He just wants me. He wants what he had.