Just shut up and Listen

Hard? On Me?

HA! YOU THINK THIS IS SO HARD ON ME?
YOU SHOULD SEE IT THE WAY THAT I CAN SEE.
MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN AND I DON'T TURN MY HEAD
WHEN SOMETHING UGLY COMES ABOUT FULL OF DREAD.
NO, I CAN LOOK THAT DREADFUL THING RIGHT IN IT'S EYES.
WITHOUT THE FEAR OF BECOMING HYPNOTIZED.
BY THE REFLECTIONS SHOWN TO ME OF MY LIFE.
I AM PROUD OF MY WORKS THOUGH SOME AIN'T RIGHT,
I KNOW THE WORKS OF MY INNER BEING, THEY ARE GOOD, I KNOW MY THOUGHTS AND MY BELIEVING
MY TRUST IN WHAT I CONSIDER TO BE WRONG OR TO BE RIGHT.
NO ONE KNOWS THE SILENT IDEAS I CREATE INSIDE.
OF MY OWN CAPABLE MIND.
WITH A STRENGTH MORE POWERFUL THAN YOU WILL NORMALLY FIND.
I AM NOT TO TELL YOU ALL THAT I THINK... SECRETS UNKNOWN
SO YOU CAN ONLY GUESS,
WHAT IT IS THAT GOT ME INTO THIS MESS.
WAS IT ME ALL ALONE?
OR DID I HAVE HELP FROM THE MISERY OF OTHERS AS I TRIED,
TO GIVE TO THEM SOME KIND OF HOPE TO HOLD FOR THEMSELFS
INSIDE!