On My Happy Cloud

What's Goin' On

Sorry it's been a while. I just really haven't felt much like writing here lately.

I didn't end up getting that job and little miss nose-up-butt Ashley did, as I expected. However, I am taking her place on a section that will be less stressful and demanding and I also found out I will be getting trained on medical records to take over for Sherry when she needs off and such. That will be in the future though because we are extremely short staffed at the moment.

I was supposed to go to my friend Lindsay's birthday outing last night but Ryan and I were biting each other's heads off last night and I didn't feel much like going. Ok, actually I was biting Ryan's head off. He was being perfectly patient with me---at first, then just got tired of it which honestly takes a lot for him to get that way. Anyway, I didn't tell Lindz that of course. I called her today and apologized for not showing up because she was really thinking I was going to stand her up anyway---blah! Her sister was there too and was looking forward to seeing me as well.

Anyway, I've got one hell of a pounding migraine---I get them quite often now-a-days. Grrrr, they wear me down. I hate saying anything because I don't want to sound like I'm complaining, which I do enough of anyway.

I've been reading the Harry Potter books getting myself ready for the next one to come out not to mention the 5th movie, which was my favorite book out of the whole series.

I will be moving in with Ryan in July-----oh my God, here's where I'm not supposed to panic---seriously, just thinking of it damn near gives me a heart attack. I know, I know. Everyone is saying if I'm not ready, don't do it. I have absolutely every reason to fear that the same thing will happen this time that happened last time but I know that it won't this time. I 100% have no doubt, it's just that I really love my apartment and since I was younger I dreamed about having one all to myself, my own place. Ryan has told me to do whatever I want to the house to make it more "me." Wish I could feel as confident as him sometimes. Plus, paying bills sucks. I honestly don't really have the money to support myself and ever since July I have been in a severe struggle with money though I am very proud to say that I have a good ability of looking on the bright side of things and saying that I congratulate myself on a job well done with making it work and not stressing out about it---too much. Hey after June 1st, more money in my pocket than I've been used to in the last year. Hey, August 1st also marks mine and Ryan's 1 year. Yay--for--us.

Much love and happiness folks,

Elaine Bradley