What a wonderful world!

Did I do it right?

Yesterday, my best friend Lunarmirror called me twice. I usually like talking to her on the phone, and she called me daily for the past few days. She is going through a very bad case of depression, sometimes I also go through such phases.

She's very lonely, as because her only brother remains quite busy, though he's close with her. Her parents are busy too.

So, she turns to us, her friends, for help. I always try to help her but nowadays, my family members behave a bit strictly with me, about my phone conversations with friends, because my exams are coming up soon. Even she has her exams, they are running now.

She's got exams on the 25th of May, and also on the 4th of June.

When she called me yesterday night, my sister was continuously telling me to cut short and go to the table. So I told her sorry I've to go, and then hung up.

Minutes later, again call:
"Why did you hang up?"

Now, I know, hanging up on one's face is an ill manner, but I tried to explain, and she misunderstood me, promising not to call again.


I thought she's becoming a bit too dependent emotionally, on me and her other friends. At one point, she became dependent on a weirdo, and still she's suffering because his intentions was not friendship, but something bad, though she tried to help him.

I just thought she should sometimes try to face her challenges herself, so I cut the phone, so that a fire lights up within her. Sometimes my near ones do the same thing with me, they behave rudely to lit up a fire of anger, and ultimately courage, to face the world and solve my problems without anyone's help in any way.

This girl's got a whole lot of potential, but she just can't discover her own true self. She's sometimes too lazy, that's a big obstacle in her way.

Today morning, when I messaged her saying sorry, she just replied:
"I'm a person seeking vices for myself, so you better stay away." This was a bit rude, but I was happy that she's trying to face the world on her own. I'll always be there if she ever needs me, but if she can't help herself, none can help her.


My fellow angels, just tell me, was my intention a bad one? I know my attitude was not proper. She might feel I'm a bad person now, but I still love her as a friend and a sister, that's all I can say.