My attempt to Journal in public- I may get shy or not. Let's see. |
I am not sure where to start or what to write about. The problem seems to have settled in for a long stay. I know, just keep putting something on paper. And, I do. I just shudder and come to a stop where this whole world thing starts. Yes, I know, the whole world is not going to read this much self absorption, but there it is. The ugly rearing head of perfectionism and snobbishness- and it is all self inflicted. That seems to be my issue, self inflicted limits or perfectionisms of one kind or another. I am, also, finding myself short of time a lot lately. I seem to have 5 minutes here or 10 minutes there and just about the time I get ready to get into it... bam, times up or someone is calling or something happens. I keep blaming my wife, but the issue isn't hers. It is mine. I have to find time somehow, even if it is to start grabbing 5 minutes here or ten minutes there. I have a notebook and pen (you know the old fashion way). I can jot notes for later reference. And, I can find a moment- like now. Let's see if I can follow up on finding a little more time this week. I have lot's of opinions. Some of them could get some play here. So, we'll see. Anyway, more later, and here is to it not being so much later. |