My Life Questions

Done for good

He dissappeared basically. I haven't heard from him in ages, no text, no calls...literally nothing. It kind of hurts. I really believed everything last time and thought that maybe I could be strong enough to try the whole Military thing and I almost was. I guess I'm not though because I haven't heard from him in weeks and I'm not only upset and taking it quite personally...I'm mad at him! I thought he could atleast have the decency to call and say something a long the lines of "maybe now isn't a good time", but no. Nothing is definatly better. f*** that.
So in my haste to be angry I went out on a date last night with a total loser. He tried to kiss me by telling me that I had something on his lip. Obviously I did not kiss the poor guy. He was trying to hard to be cool and bad ass...it just didn't work. Nice enough guy but really not comfortable with himself.
I'M SO MAD AT BOYS...especially the one. Because of him, I'm not only done with him for good, I'm done with boys for good. I can't hand;e thime anymore, I have no patience left for them. It would take some one very special to change my mind now Or atleast that's what I think.
I'm not a man hater usually, I just will be for a while...more so out of principle than anything.

So my question is:
-Would it have been so difficult for him to just call and say "not now"?