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What the hell don't you get?

ex will give me anything as long as I do him sexual favors. This bothers me to say the least. As if I was his whore and worth nothing more. What an ass. He tries to control me....as 4 women call him for sex. He tells me tomorrow...now today he's gonna get some from chick # 2. I say good go F someone else. I'm you childrens mother. He asked me to sign over custody just so he could get his house. The child support was the only thing keeping him from quilifying...so I do this with the expressed understanding that it didn't mean anything. BUT, if he sees or hears about me with another man, her becomes fankinf***.  He actually called my "boy friend" last night to tell him to come get me because I would F him...LOL, fool. Boyfriend's, cool as shit. I get on the phone with him, and say he wants me to leave because I wont suck him. he laughs.... "do you need me to come get you?" no, he'll feel stupid in the morning. "ok, just call if ya need help hon". so infantile ex, says I'm taking your hair dye...yea ok whatever. hairdye for sex....and he wonders why I tell him he doesn't love me... it's obssetion, and objectification. words that flow right over his head.


unbelievable..... this is my life?

good god. I could write a book, but no one would believe it was real...how could it be?