Aria in Elysium

My wrist

Still hurts....memo to self...drawing/writing for 5 hours straight, then doing the dishes in cold water...bad idea....bad bad idea...

Anyways, I'm been drawing and writing more. In 2 years, I hope to have enough short stories to publish into a book--I hope to better my drawings to at least have a shot at getting into some galleries...

but this world is...unpredictable...

"Good" artists go undetected, undiscovered, even if they try....nobody ever knows of their work. And yet, "bad" artists go to rake millions. And sometimes its vice versa....

You never know if your going to make it or not. You never know if your worst writing/drawing will be the one to give you success, while your greatest master piece decays in silence...

Even if I don't get ANYWHERE in life with my dreams....ok, it'll sting...badly....but at least I gave it a shot no? At least, I tried...at least I loved doing what I do....loved my creations, loved the feelings they gave me

Man, I need to get out of these depressing thoughts

Zevi! You hear that? SWEET DREAMS please....

oh come now! I so did what you asked!


.....ok, ok I'll call monday...yes....oh for the love of God yes already....jeez....