On My Happy Cloud

Good Grief.

Today sucked.

I found this morning that my ash tray was missing from my car. It had some change in it but not much. I ended up finding the empty ash tray in my neighbors yard after I got off work. I also found that my cell phone was stolen from my car as well. I was available for a new upgrade anyway.

I went to work and I'm tired of people either:

1.) Acting as though I'm invisible.
2.)Thinking I'm not busy
and
3.) Giving me shit about doing things wrong that I have never before been trained on and have asked help for since September.

They can all piss on themselves. I put in a notice saying I'm fed up with being a restorative aid and I want to go back to 6am to 2pm hours and be a CNA again instead because I'm done with the bullshit. I get treated like shit anyway and no one in the building gets shit on more than the CNA's. So, why not? They can all bite me.

So, Misty is posting a posistion for my job and I will work through this schedule until January 5th. I can't believe I would rather go back to being a CNA. Actually, I wouldn't. I would have loved for it to work out but it isn'. My job doesn't make any sense and there isn't anyone around who knows enough about what the fuck is going on to explain it to me. And I know whoever gets the job won't be able to get restorative done either. It just isn't working out the way they have it. Besides, I'm going back to CNA and looking for another job.

Yeah, I know. I've said that before a hundred times....

My life would just be so much better if I had some respect from any single person in that place.

At the gas station, I put on the little clip so that I didn't have to hold the handle down while I filled my tank up and it failed to turn off so me and my car got sprayed with gas. Jimmeny Christmas, give me a break already...

Life is grand.

I got a digital camera for X-mas. It's really, really nice and I love it.

I think I will call into work tomorrow...

Much love and happiness my dear ones,

Elaine Bradley