Mountains of my life: Forever Soldier

Fear oh fear!

Fear! This is not fear of the unknown. But fear of what is inside. Fear that has been here wanting to conquer me. Trying to outsmart it, because it looks like a foreign entity maneuvering down to the very last bone. Now it's preventing me from moving on, from realizing my tremendous potential.

Truly mysterious. But if I am able to get hold of it, strangle it, and throw it to the dogs, this whole self can become great. It's the only one preventing my movement, my successes, and it's cause much pleasure.

Fear. or fear.