Journal

terrified

Am I making a mistake? I am old enough to make logical adult decisions yet, for some aspects of my life I am terrified to make them. Should I continue to intertwine my life with someone who can be emotionally unstable and who may not share the same goals as I have? But I love him, he is my rock, when the world falls apart I know he will be there. He is my best friend, he has seen the worst of me and the best of me. Writing this I am unsure if I can see the worst of him and still handle it. Are all those lost opportunities worth it? Where will I be in 5, 10 years? Does he even want the same things I do? Will I be angry with myself for these things? Sigh.