My second journal here. My new beginnings. |
I'm trying to get back to yoga. Now that this shift in my life has taken place, I feel like I have time. And boy do I, four days off in a row? HELL YEAH! But I need to get fit. I don't know what I need more: better eating habits or a good exercise routine I can keep up with. Probably a bit of both. Yeah, definitely. I bought some new shirts today, they fit me pretty good but I want to be DAMN hot in them. I've been dressing up lately and making a good effort to look nice and I wore a smaller shirt than I usually do and Ryan couldn't keep his hands off me!! It was awesome. I was like "man, is this all I have to do?" Yeah. But I figure the shirts can give me good motivation. If I feel like I look good, maybe that will help me do better. Better than being depressed about how I look and eat my feelings. I rule at that. It would also help if Ryan didn't say "you want me to buy you something sweet?" Cause I always say "YES!" Randi sent me an ultra sound pic of the baby, who is 3 mos. old and an active little thing. It's the wall paper on my phone now! The whole family took votes on the sex and weight of the baby. We find out the sex in the middle of next month and I'm surprised that there are more girl guesses than boys. I'm positive it's a girl! I think most of us want a boy because it's all girls in my family and I was surprised that Dad wants it to be a girl too! I figured he would want a little grandson! Ah, bliss. I'm so happy. Much love, Elaine Bradley |