On My Happy Cloud

Natividad

My heart is absolutely broken.

I am, in a most painful way, learning that suffering is causing my heart to break down in a way that I almost can't bare to live as a human being. Suffering, however, I have learned is life. That is all life is and to ignore it because of the pain it causes is to not acknowledge that it exists. When I see suffering, I want to look away but I know to do that is to ignore that it is there.

Right now as you are reading, there is a person sitting here writing in an absolute state of pain and misery. I feel absolutely broken and I knew this was coming but it has hit me so hard because I feel so helpless to fix all this suffering I see in the world. And it never....ever....stops.

What can I do to help? I must find a way to make a difference. I must help people learn to not ignore this suffering and be ashamed of it. I must learn this myself.



Much love and happiness.

Elaine Bradley