Writings from 11/02 to 3/05. |
12/15/02 Dude, the politics in your head don't equal the panderings of your heart, which is a bigger nation than you know yourself to be. Dig down and maybe, hopefully you'll see that one day you'll find yourself to be better than the "whores" that left you behind. Please know that you're better than what they left you to feel. If I can do anything, then I hope I could at least prove that. That's so what I'm here for. I'll motherfuck you left and right for being a no-show just as easily as I can call you "DAVID MOTHERFUCKIN' MAY" when you disappear like you always do once you find the one who's never "the one." You neglect to remember that this is what we built ouselves upon. Trust, honesty and forgiveness. And a kick in the ass hard when we drift off into an oblivion. In your head you might be lost but we have found you, even if you don't know. You know who you are, even if we know better and know this as fact that we are not alone. We all want to be stars in someone's sky. Why it can't be is why I'm here and I can't answer their propositionary theories; I can only offer my personal truths. These are my words and my feelings, based on your words and your feelings. No, you're not alone... KNOW YOU'RE NOT ALONE... know your own heart first, then know we've all been there too and know you're not alone... someone loves you, somebody loves you... EVERYBODY LOVES YOU, yet you don't feel a thing... feel a thing... you need to open your eyes and look around you and learn to feel something. |