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Printed from https://shop.writing.com/main/books/entry_id/584812-Emotional-Wreck
Rated: 18+ · Book · Emotional · #1111435
My second journal here. My new beginnings.
#584812 added May 13, 2008 at 7:32am
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Emotional Wreck
Ryan and I are having problems. Imade him sit down and talk to me and while we got some things sorted out, I still feel like shit.

I can't eat anything. I can't sleep. I don't want to do anything. I called into work again and it's pathetic, I know it is. I just.....can't.

I just want to sit and stare into space. I hate when things crash down around me. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere.

I just want things to be ok, but I'm the kind of person with a busy mind. It won't settle down. I try to be calm and focus on other things but it doesn't work. I feel destroyed, hurt, sad, betrayed, let down.

I don't know what to do. It's all such a mess.

*Star*Elaine Bradley

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