Distant Voices

staring at cow's thing's and smelling armpits.

I had such a fight with the husband, but I was being coniving I wanted to go out, I just wanted to be with grown ups, I didnt want to sit at home, or go to my mom or be around my own kids, I wanted time out and I wanted it to be dedicated to me.

So I started yelling at him, and telling him I cant live this life blah blah blah.. and than I started saying I need to talk to my dad, I am leaving the house. Everything was preplaned I actually was going to the coffee shop to have coffee, than i was going to my brothers and hanging out, and the only way out of the house was for me to freak out.

I left the house, it was the best thing ever for me, cause I had no kids, and I just did what I wanted to do, even my sister gave me her car.

I hate him, and I THINK he should just die in an airplane crash and that would be the end of it.

this is such a boring entry.

I am going to go and stare at cow's things and smell armpits!