Grandma's Pearls

Lost n life

Today has been an ok day, not great, just ok. Guess that's better than a bad day. I just feel like I am lost in life right now. I know where I want to go and where I want to be and who I want to be with, but don't know how to get there. My husband isn't helping matters any right now. Most of the time, it seems as if it is all about him and nothing to do with me. Even though he says otherwise. He tends to blame me for things that I have no control over and like a dumb ass, I let him. But, when I try to voice my opinion, all hell breaks lose for a few days and we don't speak hardly at all. What's up with that crap? I'll figure it out eventually. Some how, some way. I have to figure it out because if I don't, I'm going to go crazy trying!