Snow Melt

I want to know what’s going on

I feel positive and upbeat. I feel as if I didn't have a worry in the world. I feel happy. I feel good, for the most part. I want to know what's going on. Am I so used to worrying about every little thing, that when I finally find a moments peace of mind; I expect the other shoe to drop.

I started feeling good yesterday about the time I deposited my last pay check for about three weeks in the banks. Despite the fact that I thought I would need it for something else, I used it to cover the overdraft. At that point I started feeling positive about our situation. I wrote a poem for Author's Spotlight called "Day 6, Task 1: My Spotlight Experience"  and posted it before I went to the bank. So I must have been feeling positive and upbeat before depositing the check. Maybe I'm over thinking everything and I should just relax and be happy.