Snow Melt

like a piece of fruit in a Caravaggio

My response to the Leading Journal entry by Jay's debut novel is out now! for September 25, 2008.

My thoughts "Invalid Entry" 
are related to each other
only because they in the same container,
my mind.

This morning,
my thoughts are variegated threads
of randomness;
crazy tangled unconnected threads
moving through my brain

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A friend, now passed into the next world, once said: "The things I worried about never happenedd, the things that happened were so far off the wall that I would never have considered worrying about them."

Sometimes that's the way with my worries. At other times the things I worried about did happen, but they were never as bad as the way I envisioned them.

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I have a tendency to second guess decision, I can do nothing about. I should on myself, which can be a very messy thought process.

It's probably a good thing, that I can't go back and change my decisions after I've made them and put them into action. If I could the space-time continuum would be as screwed up as I think my life is sometimes.

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I have worries,
I have fears,
every human being has fears and worries,
but most people don't obsess on them
or do they.

Maybe there's a really good reason
we can't read other peoples' minds
most of the time.

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My worries and fears are vain imaginings,
illusions meant to distract me from my purpose in life;
my purpose in life is to know, love and woship God.

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I have a tendency to shoot myself in the foot, figuratively. Most people call it sabatoge, but that doesn't really explain the way I do it.