Usually, I try to keep positive. In here as well as in real life. But I have to admit that I don't much care anymore. It would be easy enough to list the reasons why not, but I realize that most of them would involve my husband. I know the theory behind being in charge of my own happinesss, which I believe wholeheartedly, actually. That's my plan right now, to be in charge of my own happiness, and let what he does be irrelevant. (I always have to think about whether it's irrelevant or irrevelant. Stupid, huh?) But I can't just snap my fingers and have it be done - these things take time.
I have a pretty good life for the most part, and sometimes I feel ridiculous for feeling the way I do. But, to fall back on the current slang, it is what it is.
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