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I think I have too much on my plate

Jalál (Glory), 10 Ilm (Knowledge), 165 B.E. – Saturday, October 25, 2008 about 5:29 PM Pacific Time

I think I have too much on my plate. Perhaps it's just the two mile walk five days a week. I'm behind in the NaNoWriMo Challenge and novel planning. I don't think there is any way to make up what I'm behind on. Maybe it's a lack of scheduling. Maybe it's that I have too much on my plate.

I haven't been sleeping well. If I turn over the pain in my knee wakes me up. Sometimes I can sleep better on the love seat then in my bed, but not always. I have an appointment to see a doctor Thursday afternoon and I'll discuss the lack of sleep and the knee pain. In the mean time, I still have to walk one mile to work and one mile home. The knee pain and the walking is the only thing I've blogged about lately. I seem to be obsessed with it.

I can't relax. I think the lack of sleep is affecting my mood. I'm not sure, but I think I may have lost my sense of humor. I know the entries about the knee pain and walking is becoming boring. I seem to be rambling tonight and unable to focus. I may not do the NaNoWriMo this year because at this point, I don't see any use in starting something I won't be able to finish.

I'm tired. I think I have too much on my plate. I need to relax, but the only thing that seems to relax me is to do reviews. Getting involved in reading someone else's story or poem and then writing a in-depth review, I know that sounds odd. I need my glasses changed and it's difficult to read some of the stories or poems sometimes, but that's the only thing that relaxes me.