Starting Over...

Fullfillment

So hard to come by these days. I'm tired of being broke. I've had it with customer service. I'm a stone cold introvert and I spend 6-7 days a week 7-8 hours a day being the public's bitch. Even better, the criticism from my bosses is constant. It's usually given at staff meetings to the staff as a whole, but it's tiring to hear that, even when I killing myself, the standards aren't being met. I don't know my schedule from one week to the next. Apathy reigns supreme.

I've also been denied financial aid from the community college where I take classes part time because I already have a bachelors degree. Their financial aid (including student loans) is "reserved for students pursuing their first two year degree". Especially frustrating since I need to upgrade my computer to do the work in a software class in addition to comming up with about $500 for tuition and $150-200 in books and course materials. I really don't want to take out private loans for this. Well now there's a meeting at work. Gotta go.