My second journal here. My new beginnings. |
I am just a feather on the wind. A hot air balloon up in the sky. No steady ground beneath my feet to keep me steady. I have always been this way. Always thinking, never doing. Does this bother anyone? That I prefer to just let things be? That I have no desire to make things happen? I have these ideas and for whatever reason, I never write them down. This is actually what I love about Bobby. He is a writer and he writes down everything. Every little moment of inspiration he has, he writes down and I am constantly having ideas. I let ideas go as soon as they come to me. I don't write anything down. Bobby has writings upon writings. I will lay down on my floor in my bedroom while he pulls these old papers out and reads to me. I would like to be like that. Maybe I'm not giving myself enough credit. I have tons of ideas, that's a good thing right? Maybe it's just like a diet, or being good with money, or forcing yourself to exercise everyday. I just have to make it a habit to write things down. I guess the only reason I never have before is because I'm afraid I won't be able to do anything with these ideas. Like, good idea...now what? But here you go. That's what this blog here is. A first step to writing down idea's as they come to me. The whole idea was how I'm this feather on the wind. Just a easy come, easy go type of person. Go with the flow, a follower not a leader. I have no idea how else to end this because honestly, I got distracted. Which is a change of subject. My cat is being weird. I don't know much about cats but I think she may be in heat. Lifting her bottom up in the air and whimpering...all day long. So, Mrs. Nicole.....know what's going on with that? You have more experience with cats than I do. lol. Much love and happiness folk, Elaine Bradley |