On My Happy Cloud

Fears

It's too easy. I'm the good part of your life. But I will make you everything and I will get hurt. Again, I'm gonna get hurt. I'll end up with a "thank you, we had good times but I'm moving on"

I can't give you the life you want and I am constantly going to be asking from someone the life that I want. I stay put. Everyone else keeps on moving.

And I'm gonna lose you. I'm going to let my insecurities smash you into the ground before you can hurt me.

Everything thing I have ever thought was perfect was so deceiving. Everything you say makes me feel perfect. Everything you say makes us feel perfect. But maybe it's my idea. Maybe you don't know what you're doing.

Maybe....

.....maybe I just still feel like I'm not good enough.

Elaine Bradley