My Thoughts: when the mood strikes.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

         Hope deferred, makes the heart sick.  I believe you can find that verse in the book of Psalms or Proverbs.  That's my current situation ---- heartsick.  And I believe I have caused my first love (on this earth) some consternation.  The word came to me as I was readying for bed last night.  Words come to me, and then I have to look them up to see what they mean----words I don't use frequently.  It's like the bible----words get into your heart and the Holy Spirit brings them to your rememberance when you need understanding.  "Consternation" is "a sudden, alarming amazement or dread."  I'm hoping the "amazement" is the part here; but I am sure there is some "dread" in there as well.  I feel like a lovesick teenager and am having trouble "shaking" the feeling.

         Work was hectic today.  My boss was out all day yesterday, and I spent most of the day reading and printing e-mails since we were in trial all day Friday and off Monday for the Memorial Day Holiday.  Today seemed a little overwhelming and frantic ---- from my perspective.  I often wonder how we keep up the pace.  One step at a time, little by little... I guess.  I'm glad it's Wednesday ---- and ----- I get paid Friday.  (It should be a pretty good one since all the overtime I've worked since last payday.)

         Take care.  Have a wonderful evening and may all your dreams come true (except for the bad one's of course).