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A chance at rediscovery and enlightenment. I want to be a pink bubble. |
So, I have decided to be proactive. No more sitting and saying I will change, expecting it to magically happen in my life because I entertain happy or positive thoughts. The blog intro gives a very definition of what my intentions are. I realize that is an awful lot to expect in a year, but in saying that i am doing exactly what I am going to be training myself NOT to do. I will start now by saying that to err is human, I will forgive myself for doubting myself and will claim the change I will make. Where to start? Here is one place to start. I will not belittle one small positive thing I do, rather I will sing out (if only in my blog) about any wonderful things I achieve. I will forgive myself each night of my mishaps, mistakes, or wavering. I have some very selfish things I want for myself. Actually, they are not at all selfish. When I am a stronger, healthier, more positive person everyone in my life will benefit. My list of positive things for today: I am lacking sleep, but yet I will keep my positive attitude and cook my family a meal. It is only one day. It will end soon enough and be lost forever. I sent out pink bubbles and positive vibrations to a friend who is celebrating her first year anniversary of her sobriety. Kristilove is a person who has been a positive influence on my life. Her attitude is something that inspires me. In giving something I got much more back in return. I truly believe we get what we send out in the universe. I believe we attract good things by our vibrations, our auras. We are magnets. I want my frequency to be that of a light energy that both receives and sends out positive vibration. I am in search of any other seekers of light to join me in my quest to become a pinkbubble. 'Pink bubbles' is a word that my sister and I started calling positive energy. It is a long story and I shall try and explain our philosophies on the 'pink bubbles' theory later. Right now, I am thinking of ways to start my quest. This is pretty much my journal. I do not need one to write in but will keep on anyways. I shall draw pretty pictures and bring them to life. I am sure I seem like I have gone crazy or started using drugs, I assure you I am clean and sane. What you believe is truth. Spaghetti or lemon chicken tonight? Survivor is on tonight. I get married Saturday. We go to California in seven days!!! I shall ask my daughter for a pretty, large journal for Christmas. Oh, and this is my journal ![]() |