PinkBubbles

It is my Wedding day and I am on WDC

It is now 8 am. We are getting married at 4:00 this afternoon. It will be a pastor and hopefully we round up two witnesses. Part of me wants to get married in my jammie bottoms and furry boots (my normal attire) because it is such a weird wedding. I feel like it should be no big deal because it is so informal. We are going out to dinner and stay at a hotel, which we can not afford, so I will dress nicer.

This year, we have seen many family emergencies. We stuck together through them all. I almost died last year due to blood loss and had to have an emergency hysterectomy. I had the beginning stages of cervical cancer but it was caught in time and so, all and all, happy ending to what could have been a tragic oops. 'I do not go to the doctor unless I am 'took on new meaning after that episode.

My daughter was hospitalized and in ICU for 3 days. We had to make some changes to ammend for her 'condition' and I have not been working for a few months now. Chad stood by me and supported me through on of the hardest times in my life.

Chad recently had his chance to stay in the hospital. Not wanting to be left out, he passed out on the bedroom floor and started having problems keeping concentration and walking. We have spent the last month stuck together, all home, only venturing out to see one specialist after another. Everything turned out to be 'fixable' and he has just returned back to work this week and we realize, OMG! We did not get married yet. We have been planning on doing it a little more, just a tad more, traditional than what we are doing. We simply did not have time or money to waste. We will be over-drafting our bank account for dinner and the Hotel. I know this is so not the responsible thing to do but I can not just get married and stay home tonight. I want something to be special and (especially lately) going out to dinner and staying at a hotel would be a very special event in itself. I want to celebrate our union.

He just woke up. I wonder if he is nervous yet.


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