PinkBubbles

to hell with the haters

I have found for every person that (openly dislikes me) there are about 5 that do not. The count can be lower or higher depending on my mood and my interaction with the public. I know I have PMS moments and also that words get confused, especially on the internet.

I read a blog this morning and I was surprised that I was not on this person's blocked list. LOL. She obviously liked to make petty jabs at my disease. You see, I suffer from logorrhoea. It is not a laughing matter. I just can not shut up. If talking to me on the phone, you must be able to talk over me, suffer those that speak in a long drawn on drawl....sorry Actually I do not suffer from this ailment (I just looked it up and it is quite serious and I feel bad for those that REALLY can not shut up). The fact is, I talk a lot, I talk fast and it is one of many shortcomings. My real friends (especially those in real life) understand this and actually love me in spite of it--actually in some ways, some of my friends love this about me. This person also had to have sent a spy because she is blocked. I have admitted any wrong doings and that was pretty much all about me sticking up for myself. I may be a little self-involved at times. I tend to focus on myself unless someone is in trouble, but then again...i think I do a pretty good job at making others feel good about themselves. so...blah on her blog. LOL BTW...I would advise this person to NEVER EVER call my house again. Lose that number. I did not take petty shots at you and could let loose a lot more about you if I wanted. Stop talking about me and I shall do the same. You are non-existent to me as of now.

Coming back to California and not feeling so alone in a strange little town, around family and friends, I was able to let go of the petty crap shot my way. I know that the offenders believe that they are right and they are in their heads and I am right in mine. I have my friends and they have theirs. I do not begrudge them any of life's joys because they do not like me and personally, I do not care for them. I won't go around trying to make their existence on a website icky. I have also regained a picture of who I was before the move and the events that plagued my life half this year....it made me a little batty.

I am leaving the site for a while. I have some obligations of package donations and such I have to take care of and then I am off to seek real life for a while. I have no doubt that I will keep in contact with certain people through email, phone calls or other correspondence.

When and If I return, any people that do not like me, what I stand for, etc . can go suck on a pickle. After you are done with the pickle i hope you find that directing any energy on me in negative ways will be a waste of your time. Write about me in blogs, speak about me behind my back, but keep it out of my face. I do not like Ugly. I tend to want to live blissfully ignorant of anyone's dislike of me. karma will catch up to you and if it doesn't, more power to ya.

What I plan on doing when I get home is joining a gym, getting a job (had to quit for a while due to some life circumstances), start my business, and then will focus on my writing. I will write again. I will actually be keeping a blog. I tried blogspot but it was odd. I will have to see if I can navigate it and decorate it. I really love this blog here....heck who knows I might be back once in a while to let my friends know what I am doing.

In the meantime. Keep you heads high, show love to many, capture as much joy out of life....and know you are special.