PinkBubbles

Lights a candle

~ It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness. ~
share this Darkness saying Eleanor Roosevelt

I am so defeated and tired feeling right now that i am almost unable to type this blog entry. I am sure it will be okay and my energy and zest will return soon.

Bad News:
Chad got into a car accident on the highway last night. He did about three 360's and then went into a ditch and hit a pole. Our new, (used) car was sort of, perhaps totaled. We shall see when the estimate comes in. He could not drive it on the spare even and we had to have it towed at the cost of 200 dollars.

Good News: He is alive!

Bad News:

I am not ready to move. I feel stalled with the packing as we use a lot of what needs to be packed. We just sent in the rent (had to mail it) and the landlady actually told me we could back out if we wanted. That does not sound very positive to me. I think I may have complained about the area and she told me there is a man who is begging her for the house. I hope she does not regret giving us the house. We love the house, we just need to get used to living in the city. I am waiting for her call again.

Good News: We had the money to pay her the rent and deposit and with moving, Chad will not have to drive home in the dark and the snow and the tornado weather.

Bad news:

I got a letter (very short note) from critter Saigo who ran the group 'Smile~WorldWide'. It seems she has been sick for some time. I saw that in the groups donation log as her/his tag said Saigo~terribly ill.

This was the note:


Hey there! I hate to be brief but I don't have much time. To put it shortly I am going to die soon, more than likely, I should know for sure in a few hours, how much longer I have. So I am sending all the group items and the group to you, if you do not wish to run it then please disband it and give the Gps to charity. I am closing everything out now because I don't want to waste more time doing it later. They say there is a 20 % chance I will live. I'll probably be back on at some point if I live, but until then... Farewell.

This was a teenager. She/he made this terrific group and gave it to me, knowing how much I loved it. We were never really able to get it going full force because we were all busy....

She/he left a lot of gp's in the group bank and deleted their account. No one knows about this (until now because I mailed the group) and there does not seem to be a sister or mother coming onto their account to soak up the sympathy...this makes this real and not a hoax as some others have done on forums like this one....

Good News: (I guess)

We had this bright loving person here to share her optimism and bright outlook on life with us. She left me a great gift-the group. I will make it a success, not only because the idea is brilliant but to honor her.

You can check out her vision here.

Smile~Worldwide  (E) A group to put smiles on faces all over the world. #1551168 by Just call me Omni

The group lounge is being revamped but you can see the group and join if you wish. Eventually, when things slow down in real life, i will work on ways to making this group positive and ....well, *shugs* it fits my pink bubble philosophy perfectly.

Please say a prayer for this dear kid.

Okay, I am drained now just saying all that. But i feel like I lit a candle in the darkness and tomorrow i shall see the light in all this.....