Crazy Life 'o mine

sept 6 2010

Well how do you like that?
I'm finally angry. Two freaking months and a few days later I'm finally angry.
I'm angry at myself for not seeing the signs before he did what he did. I'm angry he used the "L" word and I was a sucker for it. I'm angry that my supposed friends had to sleep with him. I'm angry that I wasted so much time on him. I'm angry that I was so damned stupid. ANGRY.

The good thing about all this anger is that my imagination has gone into overdrive. I can see myself giving him a freaking lecture in front of all his friends and they are like shocked at the words coming out of my mouth. And in my fantasy the friends turn their back on him and can't believe he treated me that way. Which results in him being an outcast and I become the Queen of the world. Of course I do let him take the two girls with him when he's banished to Siberia, after all they wanted to be with him in the first place.

Ah...that's why I write.