La Bene Vita

Saturday.

I am having a meltdown. The second in two days. Yesterday's meltdown was over Thursday's donut debacle, which consisted of my lack of self-control and Chris's excessive generosity (which resulted in her bringing me three donuts when I only asked for one... and me, naturally, eating all three of them.) Today, it's about Chris and Keith blowing off their lessons that they get for free. Then when I told the computer lab attendant, who happens to be the Chris's daughter, to reboot all the computers, Chris came along behind me and yelled at her not to reboot all of them unless she checks them first to see if they're working.

It's stupid little things. I am so over these things. I blew up at Chris just a minute ago. Of course, I apologized, but I still feel like an ass who can't control her emotions.

I must seriously need a vacation.