My Thoughts: when the mood strikes.

Saturday, April 16, 2011, 12:56pm

Saturday, April 16, 2011, 12:56pm

         I awoke this morning determined to find work at Walmart, Home Depot, or the like, when I remembered my back hurts just standing in line at the grocery...  There is no way I could take any kind of a sales position standing around in a store.  I'd be in the hospital or cracked from the pain.  So, that's out of the question.  It seems those are the only type of positions available unless you go to their corporate headquarters --- in Timbuktu.  Impossible since I haven't got the money to put into my gas tank.  I know there are jobs in the Tampa Bay area of Florida in my line of work --- but I don't have the gas money to get there to even interview since I paid my rent this month.  Of course, I have no money to pay any of my bills that are due here in Alabama.  So, I remain between a rock and a hard place.

         Unless God opens a door for me, I am doomed.

         Do I have a plan?  No, I don't.  Does God have a plan?  Yes, He does.  I'm just not sure of the nature of His plan.  I haven't got a clue.  Humiliated?  Yes, I am.